Blog Background

So I am getting the hang of this blog thing a little more. A couple of days ago I learned how to make my own blog backgrounds!!! I have been playing around with it and finally figured out how to make it work. You can check out my very own homemade background at Isaac's blog (click here). I am still tweaking it so it may change a little but at least I figured it out. I am so excited about it and once I really get the hang of it, I may try one on this blog.

Dear Isaac

My Sweet Isaac,

Last sunday marked one year since you left this life and returned to our Father in Heaven. I miss you so much. You would be 19 months old today, but you will always be a little baby to me.

A week or so ago, I was in Walmart and saw these cute little cowboy boots. They were just about the size you would be wearing now. I could just see you wearing them and Daddy's cowboy hat, following him around the ranch feeding the lambs and riding the horses. Daddy would teach everything and you would want to be just like him.

I love you sweet boy. I know that you are okay and free from the pains you endured here, but my heart still hurts for you. My arms hurt to hold you. I want to smell you. And even though it sounds gross, I want to change your colostomy bag. I miss everything about taking care of you.

A year ago today, we laid your body to rest. It was a numb day for me, but today I feel the sadness. It's been a year since I could see you in more than a picture and I long to see you again. I want to see your smile most. It could brighten any day.

I look forward to the day that I get to hold you again. Once I get the chance, I don't think I will ever put you down again. I love you. Watch over us. Help us to know you are near.

Love always,

Mommy