Stretched!

So you know that feeling you get when your pregnant and sticking out a foot- the one that says I am so stretched I can't take it anymore, get this baby out, but at the same time you don't really want the baby to come yet because it's too early. Yeah I am there! I'm 36 weeks today and am starting to pray that as soon as I am 37 weeks my water will break.

And although I am getting excited to meet this little guy, I am starting to miss my other little guy a lot too. I just pray that having another boy after losing one won't be difficult. I keep wondering what if he looks like Isaac- will that be hard, what if he doesn't- will that be hard, and so on. I know it doesn't make since and it never does, unless you are also an angel mom- then you understand all the crazy, conflicting and outrageous thoughts and feelings that pop up with any and every subject.